Pentecost Sunday
Imagine you’re in a relationship that’s starting to get serious. The carefree days of casual dating are over. You begin having more and more “heart-to-heart” talks --- you know, about important, real-life stuff. One day the subject of marriage comes up and you begin to wonder . . .
Or consider a different scenario. Pretend you are sitting in a job interview answering the questions posed to you by the interviewer. You suddenly remember that it’s important for the job-seeker to also “interview” the potential employer, and so you begin asking a few questions of your own. As the interviewer tells you what the position is all about you begin to wonder . . .
Or how about this one. Your friends ask you to join their park-district basketball team. They won the league title the previous year, but their best player moved out of state. They’re looking for a replacement, and they thought of you. Before giving your answer, you begin to wonder . . .
In each of the three scenarios, although they are somewhat different, the person in question might be wondering about the exact same thing, something many of us wonder about from time to time. Whether it’s about marriage, or a new job, or even athletic ability, he or she is probably wondering . . .
Do I have what it takes?
It’s understandable that someone would feel this way. All of us have probably felt this same way at certain points in our lives. Sadly, some of us feel this way about nearly everything we engage in --- work, play, or relationships. And we shouldn’t feel bad about feeling this way. It makes perfect sense. None of us has everything it takes in every situation. None of us has every gift, talent, or ability. We’re creatures --- imperfect, limited beings simply trying to do the best we can.
Knowing our limitations is probably a good thing. It helps us make good, realistic choices in life. It helps us minimize our failures and play to our strengths. And, of course, it also helps keep our egos in check. Who among us couldn’t use a little more humility from time to time? Yes, asking ourselves, “Do I have what it takes?” is logical, reasonable, and prudent . . .except . . . (you probably knew that was coming) . . . . except when it holds us back in matters of faith.
You see, when it comes to fulfilling God’s hopes for us, when it comes to sharing the Good News, when it comes to living our lives full of goodness, kindness, hope, joy, and love --- whatever limitations we perceive about ourselves or others is really simply a kind of illusion, a false belief in our inability to live holy, God-centered lives.
This day, this joyful day of Pentecost is precisely about hopes and possibilities. It’s all about having a certain amount of confidence in our ability to help transform the world.
However, the confidence we have does not arise from self-centeredness, or ego, or any other inflated reason. In fact, the confidence we have is really not directed toward our ability, our goodness, or our faithfulness at all. The confidence we carry deep in our hearts is ultimately a deep confidence that we have in our God --- a God who is not distant and detached, but rather a loving, compassionate, inspirational God who dwells within us, enabling us to do things and live in such a way that would be impossible on our own.
I’m sure that those early disciples of Jesus had many of the same doubts that we have. If I were them, I would be more than a little skeptical about fulfilling my role in God’s plan. They probably wondered how in the world they could possibly continue Jesus’ work and mission. They almost certainly doubted their own abilities. They might have even thought that the Lord’s command to “preach the Gospel to every creature” was more than a little unreasonable. How could they possibly be able to accomplish all that Jesus was asking of them? They knew full well that they were imperfect, weak, selfish at times, and fearful --- just like us here today. Yet, God saw something in them, a certain promise and potential --- and sees something in you and in me!
We don’t have to worry, “Do I have what it takes?” In faith, we know the answer. Whatever it is that God is asking of us, he wouldn’t ask if it were impossible.
Of course, being offered the gift of the Spirit and actually having that same Spirit flourish within us are two very different things. For those early believers to do what they were able to do took more than simply an act of God. It took real openness on their part, a willingness to be changed, a desire to be more, give more, and love more. It took them wanting the Holy Spirit within them to be manifest in the fullest way possible. It took a deep, authentic, trusting faith. And for us to continue Jesus’ mission in this time and place, facing our particular challenges and crosses with perseverance, courage, and humility, it will take no less.
Do we have what it takes? Absolutely we do, but not if we’re talking about what we want. However, if we’re talking about what God wants --- for us and the world --- the usual limitations fade away. What we’re left with is real hope and trust in the ability of our God to do wonderful things through us, through the power of his Holy Spirit dwelling within us, the Spirit whom we celebrate in a particular way on this holy day of Pentecost.
As disciple we give thanks to God for this great gift --- the gift the third person of the Most Holy Trinity --- let’s do all we can to not hinder the Spirit within us. Come Holy Spirit! Come!



