Pentecost Sunday
Does your faith excite you?
We Catholics, in the minds of many, are not exactly known for our “excitement” about our faith. I guess you could say that many of us take a more sobering, workman-like approach to our faith. We, for the most part, just do what the Church expects us to do. Come to Mass. Say our prayers in private. Avail ourselves of the Sacraments. Give monetary support to the Church and other charities. Stay out of trouble. Hang a crucifix in our house or keep a rosary in our car or purse. Do a few special things during Lent (and sometimes during Advent). Those sorts of things. And so, while we certainly “embrace” our faith at some level, most of us probably would not consider what we do (or how we express our beliefs) as being very “exciting”.
But shouldn’t we be excited?
Don’t we believe in a God who made us out of love and in his image? Don’t we believe, therefore, that we are truly “good” --- and that God cherishes us even more than a parent cherishes his or her own child? Or do we only see the bad, the flawed, the failings --- in ourselves and one another?
Don’t we believe in a God who has been communicating with his creation from the very beginning, revealing himself continually
--- not just in the past, but to this very day? Or do we believe in a God who is distant and silent?
Don’t we believe in a God who refused to stay apart from his creation, but rather entered into it completely in the person of Jesus? Or do we believe that Jesus (while inspiring and loving and powerful) is still just a man?
Don’t we believe in a God who makes himself present to us in Sacred Scripture, in the silence of our hearts and minds and conscience, in each other, and in the most sacred meal imaginable? Or do we believe that we basically have to do everything “right”, or jump through hoop after hoop to get his attention or his favor?
Don’t we believe in a God who reached out in the most dramatic, loving way possible, thereby repairing a relationship damaged by our own disobedience? That is, don’t we believe in a God who gave absolutely everything to “save” us --- for eternity and in every moment of every day? Or do we believe that we are on our own --- at the mercy of our own devices and sin?
And don’t we believe in a God who is closer to us than we are to ourselves, our God who isn’t dwelling apart from us, but who dwells within us through the power of his Spirit? Or do we believe that we have to make our way in life on our own --- sure to fail and disappoint --- not just God, but also fail to become the beautiful person we always hoped we would be?
How we answer those questions has profound implications for the way we experience life, and therefore might determine whether or not we are “excited” about our faith. And if there is any day to be “excited” about our faith it is today --- Pentecost --- a celebration of the God within and God’s enduring (and relentless) love for us.
There is a fire within each of us. And that fire is sometimes just a glowing ember, just waiting for us to allow our loving God to fan those flames and erupt into a fire that has the unbelievable power to change not just us, but the world. But like any other fire, the conditions need to be “right” --- need to be such that we don’t suppress the flame, but actually help it grow, help it become the warm, bright, life-giving force that reflects precisely who God is and who we are called to be.
What are those conditions?
One is simply belief. Do we believe that God dwells in us? Or is God somewhere else? One is the realization that we can be more than we were yesterday. Is a better you and a better me in our future? One is the acknowledgment that we are precious in God’s eyes --- not because of what we do or don’t do --- but because God made us and loves us --- for all time, and without condition. Do we buy that?
One is a positive outlook --- a sincere hope and confidence that a better world is not a pipe-dream, but rather is a divinely-ordained possibility --- a desire by God that we (through the graciousness of God) can help bring about. Or do we think a worse tomorrow is a foregone conclusion?
And one is simply an openness to grace --- an open mind and heart that desires nothing more than to pursue God’s will above our own, cooperate with God’s plan before pursuing our own --- that is, one willing to trust in God’s ways rather than spend our lives embracing what we want, what works for us. Or are we unwilling to surrender in such a way, refusing to “die to self” in imitation of Jesus?
The reality is that this Pentecost will only truly be Pentecost when we let God do what God wants to do --- create a fire within each of us that might surprise us and lead to one thing --- excitement. For if we believe what we say we believe, then our lives --- our very beings --- will never be ordinary. They will be loving reflections of the incredible God we have --- the God within. Come Holy Spirit! Come!