12th Sunday in O.T.
“Jesus said to the Twelve: ‘Fear no one.’”
Most of us fear many, many things. I don’t have to tell you that. It seems sort of inescapable. And fear comes in many forms. We fear various people at times: bullies on the playground and neighbors who do suspicious things and spouses who have bad tempers and bosses who seem to fire people without any warning. We fear situations of all kinds: the test we didn’t study enough for and job interviews and first dates and medical test results and speaking in public and boarding an airplane and maybe even our wedding day. We fear the unknown: the illness we’re worried might come out of nowhere / and whether we will find a great spouse or go through life alone / and the random dorm roommate we’re being assigned in college and the family that has just moved in next door and the bill for our visit to the emergency room and whether the stock market will go up or down. Some of us even fear God --- not in a healthy “My life is in your hands” kind of way, but in a “You’re getting ready to pounce on me” kind of way. And the biggie that we sometimes refuse to think about: death. That one always seems to be lurking somewhere in the back of our minds. Yes, we fear all sorts of things --- both people and situations (real or imagined).
Then why did Jesus spend so much time telling people (and by extension, us) to not be afraid? Is it really in our control? Can we “force” ourselves to not have any fear? I’m really not sure that’s possible. And if that’s true, then Jesus almost certainly would have known that. So maybe the complete absence of fear isn’t necessarily the goal. Maybe Jesus is simply trying to make a more essential point, a more profound point. In the passage we just heard from Matthew he goes on to say,
“So do not be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.”
In other words, Jesus wanted his disciples (and wants us) to always be mindful of God’s incredible love for us. And because we’re talking about God, the consequences that flow from that truth are incredible difference-makers. No one or nothing is as powerful as God --- who loves us dearly. No one is in our corner, has our backs, is on our side more than God --- who loves us dearly. No one can do what God can do --- who loves us dearly. No one can give our lives meaning in the way that God can --- who loves us dearly. No one understands more than God, or can show compassion as completely as God, or forgive as deeply as God, or can save us (in the only way that ultimately matters) more than God --- who loves us dearly. Put simply --- we’re not dependent on a God who cares little. Rather, we’re completely dependent on a God who can do everything and anything AND who loves us completely and for all time.
And Jesus seems to be saying that, when we believe that we are unbelievably precious in God’s eyes, our fears will begin to recede, diminish, weaken, maybe even go away altogether. They won’t get the best of us, won’t win.
Jesus knew that life would be tough for his disciples. Much would be demanded of them. (In some cases their very lives.) And some of the prophets suffered greatly. We heard Jeremiah speaking boldly in today’s First Reading --- despite often being attacked and threatened for the things he said. At one point he almost lost his life. Was he afraid? Probably. But it didn’t stop him. Was Moses afraid marching off to Egypt with staff in hand to demand that Pharaoh release the Hebrew slaves? Probably. But it didn’t stop him. Were missionaries afraid heading off to unknown lands without knowing what might happen to them? Probably. But it didn’t stop them. Were the men who stormed Normandy or firefighters who found themselves running into burning buildings or people who marched in Selma or the guy who stood in front of the tank in Tiananmen Square or doctors who cared for patients with the Ebola virus afraid? Probably. But it didn’t stop them. Even many couples have some fear as they make their wedding vows. But you know what? They make their promises anyway.
Fear may be a given in some situations. But it doesn’t have to get the final say.
And so, when the Lord Jesus says, “Fear no one,” or “Be not afraid,” we shouldn’t think of them as commands that demand our obedience --- as if having fear is some sort of sign of a lack of faith. Rather, these statements from Jesus are kind of like sacred invitations, holy encouragements --- loving pleas from our God to help us never forget what we mean to him --- that is, never forget that nothing IN this world matters more than the ONE who CREATED this world, nothing IN this world can force us from the path to the ONE who laid down his life and BECAME the path, nothing IN this world can completely strip us of the peace that comes from the One who IS peace.
And so, let’s pray for the grace to not let our fears get in the way of us becoming the beautiful people God created us to be, not let our fears paralyze us, not let our fears overwhelm us and dim the light within us. Instead, let’s keep God’s great love and care for us in the forefronts of our minds, allowing us to continue doing the things God asks of us --- giving when we have little, forgiving when the fault is great, and loving even when we don’t feel like it.
It is this sort of faithful living in the face of our fears (and not the absence of them) in which true holiness takes root, blossoms, and changes both ourselves and the world around us. And no number of sparrows is worth more than that.


