18th Sunday in Ordinary Time
Most people love pizza. The options for the type of crust and kind of toppings are numerous. With so many variations it is difficult to get tired of pizza, and we often want another slice and another and another. All sorts of things are kind of like this. Some of us do this with boyfriends and girlfriends. If one is good, three or four must be better, right? Some of us do this with degrees and certificates --- and not always for the education or improved salary potential --- but just so we can say we have them. Some of us treat activities this way --- filling our free days and calendars with endless (and mostly optional) things --- treating quiet, unscheduled time as proof that we’re somehow not living life to the fullest if we are not going a million different directions all of the time. Some of us do it with friends --- accumulating dozens of acquaintances, but sometimes not even one true, lifelong, friend. And of course, some of us do it with material things --- all kings of gadgets and gizmos. It seems when it comes to certain earthly things in life we sometimes never seem to have enough. Are we ever satisfied and content?
All three readings today point to the same deep truth --- that, in the end, the only one who truly can satisfy us in the way we need to be satisfied, the only one who can provide for us, the only one we can truly “count on” (in the fullest sense of those words) is God.
If we’re thirsty, we’re told to “come to the water” --- and our thirst will be quenched. If we have no money --- it doesn’t matter --- we will be fed anyway. If it seems we don’t have enough to nourish us, God will take what looks like a little and make it more than enough.
God is the only one we can count on to be there for us in a complete, faithful, unconditional way. The things of this world simply can’t provide the things that ultimately matter. Not material things. Not money. Not fame or status. Not even other humans.
Ultimately, what we’re talking about is God’s love --- a love made manifest in every good thing --- from the food we eat, to the planet we live on, to the forgiveness he extends to us, to the Church that unites us, to the friends and family and even strangers who encourage us.
Paul, in his Letter to the Romans asks what might be the most important question we can ask (and gives the answer that has the power to change everything). He asks, “What will separate us from the love of Christ?”
And his answer --- the conclusion he comes to --- is . . . . nothing. Nothing can separate us from the love of Christ. Not the worst thing. Not the best thing. Not the past. Not the future. Not any creature (including any person).
That’s how powerful God’s love is --- so much so that it is the only thing that can truly satisfy the things in us that need to be satisfied or filled or healed or transformed. It is our loving God who is the Great Provider, Protector, Comforter, and Forgiver. Believing in that kind of love, believing in that profound truth, and embracing it in a full way, is what we mean by taking a “leap of faith”. It’s not just asking the question whether or not we believe there is a God (no matter how important that question is). It’s wrestling with the question, “If I believe in God --- exactly what kind of God do I believe in?” And I don’t just mean what kind of God I SAY I believe in. I mean --- Who do I believe God to be in the deepest recesses of my heart, in my very soul, in my very being?
Is that a God who truly satisfies, truly provides, truly loves?
That’s who our faith teaches our God is. That’s the God of Sacred Scripture. That’s the God of two thousand years of prayerful contemplation by the Christian community.
And most importantly, that’s the God revealed to us perfectly through the person of Jesus --- through his teachings, stories, and a lifetime of actions bringing about every good thing we need for eternity.
This is the God we are called to believe in by taking a bold and brave “leap of faith.” Stepping out into the unknown and embracing a God whose existence will never be empirically proved to us, a God we will never know and understand completely, a God whose will is often shrouded in mystery, a God who sees the complete picture --- a picture we will never get to fully gaze on.
Is that enough? Will that satisfy us? Maybe --- if we believe it deeply enough. But one thing is for sure --- if we put our trust, time and energy just in the things of this world, we most certainly will continue to grasp over and over at things that ultimately can’t provide for us in the ways that we ultimately need. And that’s an endless merry-go-round we need to step off of.
May the Eucharist satisfy our restless hearts!


