Second Sunday of Ordinary Time
Most of us like to win? In the workplace, on the field, in the classroom, in the dating scene, in our social circle, in arguments --- pretty much everywhere. Whatever the situation, most of us enjoy finishing number one, enjoy the view from our perch above those around us. In fact, many of us presume that we continually “win” at things that can’t even be measured. We often consider our opinions to be more intelligent than the opinions of others. We consider our tastes to be better. Our sense of humor is better. Our personality is better. Our way of looking at things is better. And we probably believe we have more common sense than most other people too. Yes --- not only do we always like “winning” at various activities and endeavors in life, we often presume that we’re already best when it comes to all sorts of things.
And with our desire to be great (or our belief that we are already there) can come a feeling of entitlement --- that somehow we DESERVE a little more than the next guy, deserve certain advantages and perks and breaks that not everyone gets. Many of us feel we deserve to get out of the ticket we got for speeding. And we deserve special attention and freebees and such in restaurants and stores. And we certainly deserve more friends and more attractive mates and higher-paying jobs and better medical care than the average person.
In other words, many of us (at times) don’t feel we should just get what other people get --- believe that somehow our path, our behavior, our way of living should ensure a kind of life most people would be envious of.
“A man is coming after me who ranks ahead of me . . .”
So says John on the banks of the Jordan River. It must not have been easy for John to utter those words. After all, he was getting a lot of attention. People were interested in him. Interested in his way of life and what he had to say. And probably not many people in that time and place could claim that, not many people were getting that sort of acclaim and “popularity”.
But John wouldn’t buy into any of that.
Would we have? Or more importantly, do we?
You see, John was not blinded by his “fame” nor blinded by a need for attention. Rather, he knew the proper relationship between himself and his God, knew the difference between what he was about and what God was about, knew the difference between his role in the lives of the people who came to him and the role of the One they had longed for.
Put simply, John knew that whatever apparent importance he seemed to have - paled in importance to that of Jesus --- someone he probably knew well, someone he might have grown up with, someone that might have looked “ordinary” but was far from it.
And John was perfectly fine with, or should I say, actually demanded that he not remain number one in the hearts and minds of his followers. His priorities were in order --- ensuring that he would not make the mistake of confusing himself for the divine, himself for his God.
That might seem like an exaggerated way of describing this scene from long ago. Yet, one could argue that nearly every straying from the path, every moral failure --- every sin --- is essentially a confusing of the relationship between ourselves and our God, a kind of substituting one for the other, a placing of ourselves at the top of the pyramid. And God? Well, he’s there somewhere --- but not where he should be.
And so what happens is that we start pursuing our wants instead of God’s. We start valuing our opinions the most (and try getting our beliefs to “fit” into them). We start clinging to the things of this world a little too tightly, rationalizing our choices so we never have to feel bad about them. We start seeing the world as we want to see it, and start seeing others as we want to see them. And our thoughts? Well, they become heavily fixated on fleeting earthly pursuits that we believe will make us happy. In other words --- the One who clearly ranks ahead of us, the One upon whom we should consider ourselves entirely dependent, the One who should get our attention, our obedience, our love, our complete selves --- has been pushed to the back.
We’ve essentially placed ourselves at the front of the line.
I’m not saying that maintaining a proper relationship with our God is easy. It’s not. If it was, there would be no sin. Yet make no mistake about it --- there is no truly faithful way of living without self-emptying, no true discipleship without surrendering, no path to God that omits acts of sacrifice, kindness, compassion and love.
And no salvation without a man from Galilee laying down his life.
That’s the pattern. That’s the path. That’s the way. John knew it. Jesus showed it. Our Parish Patron, St. Agnes, whose feast we celebrate today, also knew this holy way, as she remained faithful to her commitment in choosing Jesus Christ as her only Spouse. St. Agnes died a virgin martyr at the young age of 12 or 13. We would be wise to turn to her often for her intercession and encouragement as we strive for holiness.
It’s up to us to continue imitating Jesus, continually putting others before ourselves --- knowing that, in doing so, we are giving our God his rightful place in our lives.
“A man is coming after me who ranks ahead of me . . .”
May that not simply be something a strange man in the desert said long ago, but rather still be what we say, believe, and live out today. St. Agnes pray for us!


