The Epiphany of the Lord
Almost all of us at one time or another have been in a job interview, either as the interviewee or the interviewer. And no matter how the interview process has evolved over the years, it remains essentially the same at its core. In the end --- it’s about the interviewer trying to find out if the applicant has what it takes --- has the right talents, the right work ethic, the right experience, the right gifts for the job. It’s all about trying to figure out what that particular individual “brings to the table”.
Today, on Epiphany, we once again hear the story of the magi, who came from the east to give homage to the newborn king. And as you know, they didn’t come empty-handed. They came bearing gifts (in this case, gifts representing certain things --- kingship, divinity, and death).
And when you think about it --- these are gifts the baby Jesus really doesn’t “need”. Not in the least. Yet, they are gifts the MAGI need to give.
It’s easy to think that our God “needs” certain things from us. Yet, when we reflect on that idea it’s easy to see how that can’t really be the case. God has no “needs” in the way we usually use that word.
God is God. God can do whatever God wants to do - in any way God chooses to do it - on a timetable of his choosing. And so God in no way can be diminished by our failure to give him anything --- no matter what that particular thing or gift is.
Yet, maybe the gifts God desires are precisely what WE need to give for our growth in holiness.
Sometimes we hear these stories from long ago and have a hard time connecting them to our individual lives, have a hard time finding their meaning for our day-to-day decisions and responsibilities and routine.
Is that the case with this story?
Is it just something interesting from long ago, or is it more than that? What do the magi have to do with us?
Like the magi, we will soon be on a journey. Ours will be much shorter than theirs. Ours will not involve danger or a star. The length of that journey will be determined by what pew you are in --- for the journey the majority of us will make is simply up the aisle --- from an ordinary place to the foot of a miracle.
And the object, the destination of our journey is the same as the magi’s. We come to gaze on our God, to draw near to him, to “commune” with him, to worship him. Do we, like the magi, come with something to give, or do we come empty-handed?
Many of us have a hard time believing that we have anything of value to give God. What could my gift possibly be? I guess I could give him the gift of my prayers --- but sometimes my mind wanders and I wind up thinking about some task I have later. I guess I could give him my generosity --- but I know that most of the time I worry about myself more than others.
I guess I could give him my kind heart --- but I’ll probably do something unkind before the day is done (maybe even before I exit the church!). I could give him the gift of extending forgiveness and mercy to others --- but there are some grudges and hurts which I’m not willing to part with. I guess what I’m saying is --- all I have to give is my flawed, imperfect, weak, sinful self.
And that’s precisely the gift God wants.
And that’s the gift we NEED to give and place in the offering basket each time it comes before us and journeys to the Altar.
We offer ourselves to imitate Jesus even though we know we can’t do it completely (or come even close). We offer ourselves to embody God-things even though we often act un-God-like more than we’d like to admit.
We offer ourselves to do extraordinary things even though we know we are ordinary.
And we offer ourselves to forgive things that seem unforgivable, and love people who seem unlovable, and show compassion and mercy and kindness in situations that make us want to show something else altogether.
In other words, the gift of our whole selves is what we need to give and what the world needs from us. The world will become a better place because we have chosen to become a better person. And the world will be a kinder place because we have chosen to be a kinder person. And the world will be more forgiving, merciful and compassionate because we have chosen to be all of those things --- things we give to God as a gift --- not simply to the God who is deserving of it, but as a gift to our flawed selves and the flawed world we call home. And we don’t have to be perfect to do remarkable, powerful, loving, transformative things. We just need to walk up the aisle with empty hands, but not empty-handed --- ready to make an offering of ourselves to God who is offering himself to us in a divine gift exchange.
So as we remember a gift-giving journey from long ago we ask ourselves … what we are bringing to Christ, the Eucharist, today?


