Twenty-Seventh Sunday in Ordinary Time
“. . . bear your share of hardship for the gospel with the strength that comes from God.”
Life is full of hardships --- at least for most of us. I’m sure I don’t have to tell you that. Each of us has probably experienced plenty of them for ourselves. Hardships arising from difficult relationships. Hardships brought about by money troubles. Hardships regarding health. Or employment. Or mental and emotional issues. Or involving school. Or consequences of bad decisions, or poor judgment, or even sin. Yes, life is often filled with all sorts of hardships --- disappointments and burdens and tragedies --- large and small. So why would we want another one?
“. . . bear your share of hardship for the gospel with the strength that comes from God.”
That’s not the part of faith that attracts me. I like embracing a life of faith because it brings me comfort. And it gives my life meaning. And it rings true in a very real sense, that is, seems to match and often brings understanding to my life experiences. And it makes me happy to gather for worship. And it helps me feel part of something bigger than myself. And it helps me feel close to God (especially through the Sacraments). And it helps me fear death a little less.
That’s what attracts me to faith, what I “like” about faith. All the good stuff. But hardship? That doesn’t sound so great to me. Have I chosen the wrong faith?
Well, maybe. That probably sounds strange coming from a member of the clergy (or from any one of you who is here week after week worshipping in this holy place). Now, I certainly don’t mean I wish I was part of a different faith community, a different faith tradition. Nothing could be further from the truth.
But what I AM saying is this. If I’m not willing to embrace the tough parts of walking a journey of faith, not willing to embrace the “work” involved, the sacrifices, the challenges, the self-emptying, the crosses --- then I can’t really say that I am “all in”, can’t say that I’m as committed as I should be. In a certain sense, when I acknowledge that I only want the “good stuff” when it comes to faith, I’m actually saying that what I really want is a kind of Christianity-lite, a Christianity that doesn’t demand much, a stream of Easter mornings without a single Good Friday. In other words, I don’t want things in my life that make me want to shout like the prophet Habakkuk in today’s First Reading,
“How long, O Lord? I cry for help but you do not listen!”
How many of us wonder about that very thing?
How many of us, when faced with some sort of sorrow or disappointment or painful situation, wonder if God is listening, if God is paying attention, if God truly cares? Yet, God does provide us with a kind of “answer”. The problem is, the “answer” he provides is one we don’t really like, or really don’t accept, or often can’t get past --- an answer most perfectly on display on Calvary --- an answer we just heard in response to the cries of Habakkuk. “If it delays, wait for it, it will surely come . . .”
Wait for it . . . . And that’s not easy to do. We want the “good stuff” NOW. We want the blessings of God now. We want the pain to go away now, the problem to be solved now, the worries to go away now, the heartache to go away now. We don’t really want to wait. (And who can blame us?) Yet, that’s part of what lies at the heart of the Paschal Mystery. Everything unfolds in God’s time, on God’s “schedule”. It took three days for that first Easter --- a period of waiting and wondering and hoping and confusion and sorrow and every kind of human emotion. But it came. The resurrection came. Salvation came. The Holy Spirit came. All in God’s time and in the way God saw fit.
I’ll never say that any of this is easy, never say it’s easy to hold onto hope in the face of life’s struggles, never say it’s easy to trust even though we can’t see what’s coming next, never say it’s easy to embrace the idea that God’s way is always the best way.
All of those things take faith --- deep and authentic faith, persistent and relentless faith, humble and sincere faith.
So what’s a person to do? What’s a person to do in the face of life’s hardships? The simple answer is, the most faithful answer is, to simply forge ahead, simply continue to do all we have been commanded to do, simply do our duty, fulfill our responsibilities, and honor our promises --- to God, and by extension, to each other. That’s what it means to walk by faith and not by sight. God just wants us to love, to be kind, to be generous, to be merciful --- regardless of whether our lives are going smoothly or are in turmoil, regardless of whether we are in a period of joy or a period of great disappointment. And God will be our strength, our companion, our comfort, through all of it.
“. . . but the just one, because of his faith will live.”
That goes for every Easter we pray for in the midst of every Good Friday. But we’re going to have to wait for it. In hope. In faith. With trust. And God will not disappoint.