Thirty-Third Sunday in Ordinary Time
“You will even be handed over by parents, brothers, relatives, and friends, and they will put some of you to death.”
OK, now when exactly did I sign up for that? Seriously. When did I give the ok for those things to happen?
Well, for most of us it was a long, long time ago. And we can’t fault ourselves for not remembering. In fact, for the vast majority of us our “ok” was given by others --- and initially, we didn’t even get a say in the matter. When was this? When did we sign on for all this “dying” stuff? Well, I think you know. It was at our baptism. This is obvious when we hear the words from the current baptismal rite at the point in the ritual when the priest or deacon prays over the water to be used for baptism. He says, “May all who are buried with Christ in death, through baptism, rise also with him to newness of life.”
Buried with Christ in death . . . .
It’s an easy thing to forget. All the “new life” stuff is the easy part. Who wouldn’t want that? Re-birth. Newness of life. Resurrection. Eternal life. New creations. Children of God. That’s all pretty great stuff, life-changing stuff, meaningful stuff. But would we be willing to die for it?
Today’s Gospel passage from Luke is a difficult one, a scary one. Jesus paints a pretty awful picture --- even though he concludes by telling the people, “. . . but not a hair on your head will be destroyed.” What’s Jesus driving at? It seems like he’s talking out both sides of his mouth --- in one breath saying that they will be put to death, and in the next breath saying they will be ok. What gives?
Sometimes we confuse the passion, death, and resurrection of Jesus as somehow cleansing the world of all the bad stuff, particularly when it comes to followers of Jesus. In a certain sense, we often hope that Jesus suffered so that we don’t have to, hope that Jesus was persecuted so we don’t have to be, hope that Jesus was misunderstood and rejected and mocked so that we don’t have to be and most importantly, hope that Jesus died so we don’t have to. Isn’t that what Jesus’ victory guaranteed?
Hardly. The victory does not assure us that the bad things in life will disappear. Rather, it assures us that those things don’t win, that those things don’t get the last say, that those things will not last into eternity. The cross and resurrection of Jesus shows us the power of love, the power of faithfulness, the power of putting the will of God above our own. But it doesn’t show us that the crosses will go away, doesn’t show us that we don’t have to die. It actually shows us that death is a kind of doorway, part of the process, the means through which we rise to new life. That’s why when we were baptized we were told that what we were being baptized into was Jesus’ death --- not as some kind of end, but as the beginning, the seed of something more beautiful, more lasting, more meaningful. In other words, no Easters without Good Fridays.
These “deaths” come in all forms --- from the seemingly insignificant moments to the our physical deaths and everything in-between. The scenario Jesus describes shows some of the consequences for following Him. Sometimes people will respond harshly to what we believe and what we stand for. They won’t like our message. The martyrs are a powerful example of just how far some people will go to silence what they don’t like, believe, or maybe even understand.
But there are all sorts of other “deaths” too --- which may feel as if they have power over us, but are no match for the power of Jesus’ death and resurrection. Broken relationships. Serious illnesses. Major financial trouble. Loneliness. Loss of friendships. Family strife. You name it. All sorts of things we wish would never happen to us, things we wish we could always avoid. But then life happens. And each of these things can feel like a kind of death, a suffering of mind and spirit and body that is hard to face. In the moment it might seem impossible that anything good can be brought forth from these events and wounds. But with God, nothing is impossible.
It might not happen on our timetable, but something beautiful will eventually grow in the space these deaths have carved out.
But there are other deaths we need to be aware of. But these deaths are not assured. In fact, they won’t come about unless we give our ok, unless we invite them to happen. I’m talking about the deaths WE need to bring upon ourselves, deaths we need to embrace in order to be more than we were yesterday, in order to be the beautiful disciples we were created to be and Jesus died to make possible. Dying to our selfishness…our pride…our sense of entitlement. Dying to being late to Mass or leaving before the final hymn is completely over. Dying to our greed…our hatred…our cynicism, judgment self-righteousness and every other sin that keeps us from being “truly alive”, keeps us from being the people God calls us to be.
Yes, some will “put us to death”. And sometimes we need to let some part of us die.
In either case, by doing so, we are uniting ourselves to Jesus, uniting ourselves to the template of every Christian life --- the pattern that leads us to a life beyond our wildest imagination --- a newness of life that starts today and continues into eternity.
Are we willing to die for it? I sure hope so.


